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i thought about josh and his surgery...

aaaallll daaaaayyyyy

it sucked.

and im still wondering about it.... waiting for a call... if i dont get one then i will call someone later and ask...

i dont want josh to think that im not there for him right now cuz i cant spend every second at the hospital like i would want too...

but i know he understands that i have aeriana and i work my ass off at my job and those two together leave me very little time at all to do anything.

plus its just awkward to be around that girl i dont like.

josh knows i love him. and thats all that matters.

ive been a good enough friend that i dont need to strive to prove myself.