Oct 08, 2004 21:38
I spent a lot of money, but I got a lot of stuff, so it all balances out. Four CD's, a shirt, a belt, a magazine, a comic book, skin care products, and a get well package for Sylvie. Put some in savings, will put more later. And I've got a third interview for the Cactus Club. Which is rad cuz I didn't feel to great about the interview today. Guess I was wrong!
And I realized today that I'm, to use a cliche, a swirling mass of contridictions. I use Clinque skin care and I read Johnny the Homidical Manic. I put flowers in my hair and I play with Transformers. I wear Club Monnoco and I listen to The Faint. I smoke and I eat health foods. I love my friends and I hate partying with them. I want to adopt kids and I change the channel when African orphans come on TV. I'm optimistic and I think of all the bad things that'll happen in my life. I have potential and I have no idea what to do with it.
The only thing that jives with everything else is Oly. You're the only person who I want to show everything to, Zack. And I want to see and know and understand and love everything about you too.