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Eeek..
sooo I gave Lehi some letters I wrote while feeling highly emotional and paranoid.. and I don't know what kind of reaction they're going to get.. and
I'm just hoping they won't provoke a "you're queer, I'm dumping you" kind of reaction.. eeek again.. and I'm not going to find out what he thinks until like... wednesday morning unless I call him or something which I don't want to do cos I'm worried about seeming clingy.. Uggghhhh..
Leighton: You'll never read this.. but go back to Hamilton.. I don't care if you've got nowhere to stay... just go... you're making things harder for me.. I don't appreciate it. Of course I'm only writing this because you'll never read it and if by chance you do, I shall feel stink.. but do not fret.. I'll get over it... not that you care.. ASSHOLE! heh... I wish I could kick j00 in that chickenhead of yours..
P.S. You have really ugly hair.. and it's seriously not doing you any favours.. if anything it makes your nose look bigger. That's for calling me ugly...
So I got paranoid again today after walking home because I was behind Lehi and Leighton.. and Lehi was reading some piece of paper which could possibly have been one of my letters and he could possibly have been reading it out loud to Leighton which would make me feel incredibly stink.. and because I'm good at jumping to conclusions thats what I thought was going on and when they stopped to wait for me.. I kinda just didn't talk to Lehi much.. when I probably should have been like.. heyy come study or something like that..
But no I just came home and had a little bit of sad time in my bedroom while my brother and his mates made lots of noise in the lounge.. bastards..
and then I fell asleep..
Everythings better when you're sleeping..
It's all just sooo much easier..
Maybe I should go sleep now actually..
sooo I gave Lehi some letters I wrote while feeling highly emotional and paranoid.. and I don't know what kind of reaction they're going to get.. and
I'm just hoping they won't provoke a "you're queer, I'm dumping you" kind of reaction.. eeek again.. and I'm not going to find out what he thinks until like... wednesday morning unless I call him or something which I don't want to do cos I'm worried about seeming clingy.. Uggghhhh..
Leighton: You'll never read this.. but go back to Hamilton.. I don't care if you've got nowhere to stay... just go... you're making things harder for me.. I don't appreciate it. Of course I'm only writing this because you'll never read it and if by chance you do, I shall feel stink.. but do not fret.. I'll get over it... not that you care.. ASSHOLE! heh... I wish I could kick j00 in that chickenhead of yours..
P.S. You have really ugly hair.. and it's seriously not doing you any favours.. if anything it makes your nose look bigger. That's for calling me ugly...
So I got paranoid again today after walking home because I was behind Lehi and Leighton.. and Lehi was reading some piece of paper which could possibly have been one of my letters and he could possibly have been reading it out loud to Leighton which would make me feel incredibly stink.. and because I'm good at jumping to conclusions thats what I thought was going on and when they stopped to wait for me.. I kinda just didn't talk to Lehi much.. when I probably should have been like.. heyy come study or something like that..
But no I just came home and had a little bit of sad time in my bedroom while my brother and his mates made lots of noise in the lounge.. bastards..
and then I fell asleep..
Everythings better when you're sleeping..
It's all just sooo much easier..
Maybe I should go sleep now actually..