Jul 05, 2005 21:32
I cannot remember the last time I was truly happy.
How bad is that?
Disney, Ensemble, Recital and everyone inbetween was fabricated happiness based on the natural high.
Like sitting around with my friends just hanging out, I was happy and all, but not *happy* happy.
I can remember one night in disney I actually felt like complete and utter shit but I tried not to show it. I dunno if it worked.
I wish so many things right now.
I can't explain it, but it makes sense in my head and thats all that matters...right?
Heres to a psychology degree