..i'm sick of this life i just wanna scream

Jul 05, 2005 21:32

I cannot remember the last time I was truly happy.

How bad is that?

Disney, Ensemble, Recital and everyone inbetween was fabricated happiness based on the natural high.

Like sitting around with my friends just hanging out, I was happy and all, but not *happy* happy.

I can remember one night in disney I actually felt like complete and utter shit but I tried not to show it. I dunno if it worked.

I wish so many things right now.

I can't explain it, but it makes sense in my head and thats all that matters...right?

Heres to a psychology degree
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