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[_killyou_]

oh my goodness. it is a bit scary to read the way i wrote things when i was 18 years old... it's kind of like i have no sense of how to sound like a real human or have no concept of the english language, i look back on these emotions i apparently had and i remember them all.. and why i felt that way and they all seem vaild.. perhaps i was just... a stupid young mall rat kid.
oh yeah.
thats definitely it.