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god i dont know what kind of fucked up frame of mind this is supposed to be but i just have a really bad feeling about all of this. these thoughts are bad. im gonna get fucked. i know it. fucked fucked fucked.
n i am not even entirely sure how i feel.
or what i even think.
i cant handle it. i know i wont. if anything ever happened...
either way....
id be fucked. ill never get what i want. ill never get it. its not like i even know what "it" really is.
ohhh stupid things that apparently supid people say.
i just want to turn it off.
n i am not even entirely sure how i feel.
or what i even think.
i cant handle it. i know i wont. if anything ever happened...
either way....
id be fucked. ill never get what i want. ill never get it. its not like i even know what "it" really is.
ohhh stupid things that apparently supid people say.
i just want to turn it off.