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so this is pretty fucking beat right now. ash just dropped me off we went to hottopics 4th of july employee party cause she works there and it was pretty cool except for crissy being somewhat annoying in a few ways... but ive been trying to get a hold of bek n i still just feel really wierd about her hanging out with sara im jealous really bek dose stuff with her that she allways bitches about doing with me like i finally got a hold of her and she said that they are going swimming wtf she hates swimming at night every time I ask her she allways says its too cold. n going to nifty fiftys I fucking love theyre cheese fries and i havent been there in a really fucking long time. i want to hang out with nicky too. i definitly dont trust the 3 of them going swimming at night together. i dont give a fuck I just dont trust it. i hate this. I allways tell bek go find some friends and stop being up my as all the time but when she finds friends its allways people I dont fucking like. like hmm lets see the girl who i used to be fucking best friends with who tried hooking up with my girlfriend how long ago? or funking maryanna who was just a cunt in general and did all sorts of drugs and was a total slut and a bitch. why cant bek find some friends that i dont allready dislike from the getgo? its fucking impossible.
I really wish i could put on some music right now.
i got limewire today and its awesome. now I can actually download stuff thats not all mainstream n shit. ive been really getting into industrial lately. vnv nation combichrist and I wish i could get this one song by assemblege 23 that russ played in the car the other night. it was fucking intense.
but yeah the party. there was free alcohol and no i didnt get drunk i had one hard iced tea. but hanging out with ash sean and heather was really cool and all the peeps who work at hottopic were awesome. it would be really cool to get the job there cause its just fun place to work in general.
tomorrow i have an interview at macys and I have to go up to the daycare n get my pay and see if sues gonna give me a reference. she fucking better.
I really wish i could put on some music right now.
i got limewire today and its awesome. now I can actually download stuff thats not all mainstream n shit. ive been really getting into industrial lately. vnv nation combichrist and I wish i could get this one song by assemblege 23 that russ played in the car the other night. it was fucking intense.
but yeah the party. there was free alcohol and no i didnt get drunk i had one hard iced tea. but hanging out with ash sean and heather was really cool and all the peeps who work at hottopic were awesome. it would be really cool to get the job there cause its just fun place to work in general.
tomorrow i have an interview at macys and I have to go up to the daycare n get my pay and see if sues gonna give me a reference. she fucking better.