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Man o man...
I guess I was write about what I said/felt before...
Well, Im officially single starting yesterday. It sucks a lot, I was just built to be so dependant on her, and I felt it was fine because she seemed to depend on me just as much. A few weeks ago it would have been ok, I felt the differences and I just didnt feel the love anymore, but to me it was starting to get better... I dunno...
Tonight I lost 125 dollars gambling to Frank, which sould have been 600 dollars. On top of that I bout 2 scratch offs on my way home. Thats bad, my first time really gambling... and its already a problem. At least it got my mind off of what really matters, not money, but somthing more important. Im really glad though that we did SOMTHING tonight, it doesnt matter that I lost a shitload of money.... Guess it was fun doing it.
Oh well, Life goes on and I have to keep moving with it.
I guess I was write about what I said/felt before...
Well, Im officially single starting yesterday. It sucks a lot, I was just built to be so dependant on her, and I felt it was fine because she seemed to depend on me just as much. A few weeks ago it would have been ok, I felt the differences and I just didnt feel the love anymore, but to me it was starting to get better... I dunno...
Tonight I lost 125 dollars gambling to Frank, which sould have been 600 dollars. On top of that I bout 2 scratch offs on my way home. Thats bad, my first time really gambling... and its already a problem. At least it got my mind off of what really matters, not money, but somthing more important. Im really glad though that we did SOMTHING tonight, it doesnt matter that I lost a shitload of money.... Guess it was fun doing it.
Oh well, Life goes on and I have to keep moving with it.