Stuff and nonsense

Jan 27, 2008 10:25

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, meablie!!!

Also happy belated 26th birthday to Sho and Hina! (awww.. they're just one day apart XDD)

On a very fun side: I've had soo much work! It's a good thing I dropped a few courses. A test in 2 weeks, after all, will take me ages to study for that. I'm DEAD. At least something good: Swedish wasn't THAT awful. I was scared because it was "Swedish for language students", but there were some who were even worse than me! And I have to write an essay on "an interesting fictional character". XD THE POSSIBILITIES. It's like in high school! (my initial thought was Elizabeth Bennet from P&P, but then I thought of Light in DN, who is more interesting, while Elizabeth is more inspiring XDD)
Anyhow, it’s prob. because of stress that I've not been sleeping well?? And I just keep on remembering "past mistakes". Like the other night was probably the only time I cried because of my overall results in the matriculation examination! And I graduated high school almost three years ago…
I've been having very, very, very weird dreams, can't really remember them well, but they were WEIRD. Although a few nights ago, I remember one about me foiling a plan of an organisation that wanted to contaminate the pipes, thus poisoning the tap water (I videotaped the whole thing and cut the extensional pipes of the evil mass murderers.. of course the noticed me, so that was another scary pursuit…).

Anyhow: MEME



tagged by j_lawliet

Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

* Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.

Anyhow: some new and old stuff:

*I'm weird. I never noticed how weird I was until a few years ago, but I've never really clicked with people or cared to click either. Teachers commented that I can't work with others, I'm too closed up etc. over the years and other kids just said that I was plain weird. XDD

*I've been to psychologist and doctors and tests, but nobody has got anywhere, so I tend to be skeptical of anyone and everything in that aspect. The psychologist in elementary school was fun though. He taught me a few magic tricks. XDD

*When I was in elementary school and I saw some boys from my class(and prob. some other older boys) pushing my little brother (and some other little boys) off a snow mound, I intervened by throwing them all to the ground thus making one cry - I can get violent if anyone/anything threatens my little brother. XDD

*Guys don't like me. Never have. Might be because I was too boyish, too intimidating, too ugly, unpleasant, who knows.. Either way, they never did. (Or else they’re 30-40 years older or 10 years younger than me XDD)

*People tend to think I'm a lot younger than I really am. Either based on my looks or on how I act around other people. For some reason I find it easy to be more childish than I really am.

*No matter how much I sometimes want to kill myself I never will, because I'm just SO scared. The first time I wanted to kill myself was when I was 13 years old and 2nd in my first individual Finnish Championships (my age group of course). Good thing I didn't since the next day I was actually first in my other event XDD

*Despite having a strange imagination and being a bit or a lot of a daydreamer I've always been a realist. When I was a kid my idealistic dreams were far more realistic in comparison to dreams of kids the same age. But while I mentally thought that everyone else was ridiculous I never crushed them with the truth. XDD

*I used to be very naïve. I could NEVER see hidden meanings in ANYTHING. I did and do get sarcasm though(but nobody gets mine! XDD) Even now, I like people to clearly say what they mean (unless they’re being sarcastic. XDD).

I'm not tagging anyone. XDD But DO it if you want (it's funs to find out random stuff about people). XD

Need to be off. I've also noticed that I've been missing a lot of friends’ posts. I should remember to check something else besides my flist. :(

meme, complaining, school

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