Lots of rambling
Okay... I just spent all week (and the previous weekend) studying for a test and panicking. (yes, literally: In fact I had 2 attacks yesterday, one unfortunately right after I got to my parents place and it was pretty awful to just stand there crying and shaking, unable to speak until I could actually stutter something, because they really didn't know what was going on. The day before I had one at school. OMG. I tried to keep it down as much as possible and when it was my turn to actually read something, I got something out! Stuttering, but it was something. That feeling is quite bizarre. I've never known how it felt like to be unable to talk, or talk normally, quite like that before). I wanted to skip a few classes so I could study, but couldn't. Alls well though, because I missed the test. XDD I thought it was in the evening, and well no... It was in the morning, but I'm stupid enough not notice it. I'll take the make-up exam next year... if I can. I hope I can. I'll check at the Open University if it's possible. It SHOULD be.
Something more positive: I got the NEWS album and single!!! XDDD YAY!!! I tried to get my parents interested with my "NEWS: "weeeek", get it?" talk, but they weren't that keen (I mean, it's not even "spelled right" XDD) and then they started talking about Newsweek and Time.
Okay, but to the CDs: Love them of course!!!! Out of the newer song Ai no matador and Change the World are my definite faves. :D
And YAY for the longer version of Chirarizumu!!!
I still continue abusing my Dad's comp every now and then by downloading Heroes. Okay... that's the only thing I've watched. XDDD Loved the previous episode. Most of it anyway. XDDD And for quite big spoilers a cut XDD
FINALLY the "what happened 4 months ago "falshbackish" ep"!!!! The way it began was awesome!!!
When Adam advises Peter how to get his memory back by thinking about what matters most to him and:
Adam: Do you know what that is?
(Peter (instinctively)takes out the picture of Nathan and him and Adam gives him the name he's searching for.)
Peter: Nathan... Nathan!
And remembers EVERYTHING! (apparently)
Best scene ever (or at least of this episode XDD). For following reasons:
1. Nathan is what's most important to Peter
2. Peter FINALLY gets his memory back (which hopefully returns his personality as well)
3. Just Nathan's name has a great enough effect to return EVERY memory
I mean wow. I absolutely love the bond between these two. :D
And photos are powerful triggers, I guess: Helping Niki to snap out of her other/new alter ego.
As much as I HATE the way D.L. was killed off, it obviously plays a big part in terms of Niki's character, since it was her fault. I STILL can't stand that D.L. was shot by some random thug. It doesn't do any justice to his character. Which was awesome, by the way. Well at least he got to be a hero in front of his son.
And more on guilt: Peter wallowing in his pain after what happened to Nathan... and that his mere existence could be dangerous to all mankind. (that REALLY sucks for a person like him, who wants to rather save the world).
Adam is turning out to be really interesting. I'm not quite sure what to think about him yet... At least he has recognised Peter as an easy target to manipulate. Otherwise I'm rooting for this "tag team" to "save the world/change history" XDDD
And his powers? He's immortal? So, does this mean that Peter is immortal as well?? And did he (Peter) absorb the Haitian's power as well (considering the fact that he got D.L's powers pretty easily)? Actually... my knowledge on Peter's power is as great as after the 2nd ep. Or worse, since I'm more confused.
More on powers... or not... I want to know Angela's power!! (There are certain possibilities to what it could be...).
On Elle: I still loath her. When I saw her in the previews I started feeling nauseous, but maybe I wasn't feeling well then anyway. XDD Also any possible Peter/Elle disgusts me, even if "he's just using her" (which is actually worse, because I don't like that kind of idea associated with Peter's character. Then again... maybe empaths just don't click well with sociopaths? Peter and Syler aren't exactly bosom buddies either XDD).
Now... I'm hoping that the character will be explored a little before she is killed. Yes, I want her GONE, but not just yet. She actually seems a little interesting. Just a little though.
Other random: I thought Peter regenerated after he exploded, but maybe he radiated?? Because it would be just too much to regenerate his clothes... torn even. XDDD
Nathan's hair and beard grew back fast. But that might be another superpower. XDD
The Haitian is SO working for himself. Another character I can't quite figure out. I'd like to know if he actually has some hidden agenda or if he's just acting at whim.
I like to think that Adam was the one who "played a practical joke" on Peter by editing the part about his gender in the passport. XDD I mean... he was the one who had it. XDD (when did the guys manage to change their clothes, get tickets and passports by the way???)
OH... wow... so much rambling... the thoughts have been in my mind all week, so I had to get some of them out. XDD
Also: It's not fair that I don't get any more icons. XDDD I want more icons without having to delete my old ones or tolerate annoying adverts. :D
EDIT: And yes, I got the Hey! Say! JUMP single as well, but I guess I wasn't as excited about it? I still haven't watched the DVD I will tomorrow!! Funny, how I got it yesterday, one day after the NEWS CDs , although the release date was a week later. XDDD
Something more positive: I got the NEWS album and single!!! XDDD YAY!!! I tried to get my parents interested with my "NEWS: "weeeek", get it?" talk, but they weren't that keen (I mean, it's not even "spelled right" XDD) and then they started talking about Newsweek and Time.
Okay, but to the CDs: Love them of course!!!! Out of the newer song Ai no matador and Change the World are my definite faves. :D
And YAY for the longer version of Chirarizumu!!!
I still continue abusing my Dad's comp every now and then by downloading Heroes. Okay... that's the only thing I've watched. XDDD Loved the previous episode. Most of it anyway. XDDD And for quite big spoilers a cut XDD
FINALLY the "what happened 4 months ago "falshbackish" ep"!!!! The way it began was awesome!!!
When Adam advises Peter how to get his memory back by thinking about what matters most to him and:
Adam: Do you know what that is?
(Peter (instinctively)takes out the picture of Nathan and him and Adam gives him the name he's searching for.)
Peter: Nathan... Nathan!
And remembers EVERYTHING! (apparently)
Best scene ever (or at least of this episode XDD). For following reasons:
1. Nathan is what's most important to Peter
2. Peter FINALLY gets his memory back (which hopefully returns his personality as well)
3. Just Nathan's name has a great enough effect to return EVERY memory
I mean wow. I absolutely love the bond between these two. :D
And photos are powerful triggers, I guess: Helping Niki to snap out of her other/new alter ego.
As much as I HATE the way D.L. was killed off, it obviously plays a big part in terms of Niki's character, since it was her fault. I STILL can't stand that D.L. was shot by some random thug. It doesn't do any justice to his character. Which was awesome, by the way. Well at least he got to be a hero in front of his son.
And more on guilt: Peter wallowing in his pain after what happened to Nathan... and that his mere existence could be dangerous to all mankind. (that REALLY sucks for a person like him, who wants to rather save the world).
Adam is turning out to be really interesting. I'm not quite sure what to think about him yet... At least he has recognised Peter as an easy target to manipulate. Otherwise I'm rooting for this "tag team" to "save the world/change history" XDDD
And his powers? He's immortal? So, does this mean that Peter is immortal as well?? And did he (Peter) absorb the Haitian's power as well (considering the fact that he got D.L's powers pretty easily)? Actually... my knowledge on Peter's power is as great as after the 2nd ep. Or worse, since I'm more confused.
More on powers... or not... I want to know Angela's power!! (There are certain possibilities to what it could be...).
On Elle: I still loath her. When I saw her in the previews I started feeling nauseous, but maybe I wasn't feeling well then anyway. XDD Also any possible Peter/Elle disgusts me, even if "he's just using her" (which is actually worse, because I don't like that kind of idea associated with Peter's character. Then again... maybe empaths just don't click well with sociopaths? Peter and Syler aren't exactly bosom buddies either XDD).
Now... I'm hoping that the character will be explored a little before she is killed. Yes, I want her GONE, but not just yet. She actually seems a little interesting. Just a little though.
Other random: I thought Peter regenerated after he exploded, but maybe he radiated?? Because it would be just too much to regenerate his clothes... torn even. XDDD
Nathan's hair and beard grew back fast. But that might be another superpower. XDD
The Haitian is SO working for himself. Another character I can't quite figure out. I'd like to know if he actually has some hidden agenda or if he's just acting at whim.
I like to think that Adam was the one who "played a practical joke" on Peter by editing the part about his gender in the passport. XDD I mean... he was the one who had it. XDD (when did the guys manage to change their clothes, get tickets and passports by the way???)
OH... wow... so much rambling... the thoughts have been in my mind all week, so I had to get some of them out. XDD
Also: It's not fair that I don't get any more icons. XDDD I want more icons without having to delete my old ones or tolerate annoying adverts. :D
EDIT: And yes, I got the Hey! Say! JUMP single as well, but I guess I wasn't as excited about it? I still haven't watched the DVD I will tomorrow!! Funny, how I got it yesterday, one day after the NEWS CDs , although the release date was a week later. XDDD