Sick of it all
I`m sick of it all now. My friends turn me their backs because I`m me. And not the fake me. I`m no longer the person who loves all the things they love, the people they hang out with, and the crappy rap music they like so much. I refuse to fake my life anymore. I won`t do that! And they hate me for it. They won`t let me be me. So, now I have absolutely no one to turn to in my miserable life. I have lost them all. Because I love marilyn, and because I`m my self. Even my parents hate it. And they say that it is my own fault that I have lost my friends. They don`t like me so much. They even threat me by saying that they will send me away. I don`t know have to deal with all of this. Sometimes I just want to disappear. Nobody will miss me? Right?! I`m tired of crying! I`m tired of people looking ugly at me! I`m tired of trying to get my friends back! Somebody would, i`m sure, wonder why I would want to get back together with the friends who does so horrible things to me, well.. they are all I have! I have so little life spirit left. I`m sick of it all.