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Nov 13, 2005 11:17

Kimimaro... you bastard.


Even as I write this, I still can't believe it. Kimimaro... he sold me out. As if that crap back in Kirogakure wasn't bad enough, Kimimaro sold me out. After making that big fuss about protecting me from Orochimaru-sama's fallout, all it took was one fight for him to break confidence with me entirely. It must have been only hours after our return from Kirogakure that Kimimaro told Orochimaru-sama about Ino and I sincerely doubt he left anything out. If he had, Orochimaru-sama wouldn't have been so angry, and I wouldn't...

I don't understand. Nothing even happened. She isn't even aware I exist. I never betrayed Orochimaru-sama, never revealed any information, never went against any of his orders. I even took precautions to avoid that, but I guess it doesn't matter. To Orochimaru-sama, the mere possiblity that for one second at some indetermined point in the future, I might waver in following through on a assignment, is enough for him to decide to make sure that the dilemma never has a chance to arise.

I have a new assignment. Yamanaka Ino was recently sent out on a solo mission, and my task is to kill her.

I have never disobeyed Orochimaru-sama in the past and my loyalty to him is far too ingrained to do otherwise. Even about something like this. Orochimaru-sama's purpose in this is not solely for me to destroy Ino, but to destroy a weakness, and... even now I am trying to distance myself. But Kimimaro... even if I can't allow myself to waver in following Orochimaru-sama's orders, it was him who destroyed me. And there are some things that can never be forgiven.

I wasn't his match in the past, and I have no desire to lead the Four. But Orochimaru-sama has no use for an ailing servant, and there is one mission I wouldn't mind carrying out, no matter the repurcussions.


I have a mission. Don't expect me back for several days.
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