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it has been awhile since i have written in my LJ, so much has happened. I do not know where to begin and where to end, what should i say and what should be left to silence.
I fell for a girl that i guess maybe i should have not had fallen for. but i refuse to deny myself these emotions. but i fear i am falling to fast so watch for my heart to hit the ground at a unmeasured velocity.
what do i want for life well only god knows, and perhaps Shane Curtis.
my breath is taken from my lungs and i am scared, not of death but that which is life that i do not know which will come.
why is it that when i find a girl that i fall for i fall so fast?
I find it funny how many people tell me that i should not care about one girl at a time, or in there words "bitch".
I know what i want.
This entry could go on for a eternity or however Christ allows.
To much pain has been caused to this weak heart of mind, so should i call it quits and walk away, and become that hermit i thought i would become. do desperate times really call for desperate measures. i believe i have made my choice and time and the Lord shall reveal to me what will come of it.
I don't know what else to say, do You understand?
What the FUCK is wrong with me?
Do dream really come true?
I am going to go pray and cry...
I fell for a girl that i guess maybe i should have not had fallen for. but i refuse to deny myself these emotions. but i fear i am falling to fast so watch for my heart to hit the ground at a unmeasured velocity.
what do i want for life well only god knows, and perhaps Shane Curtis.
my breath is taken from my lungs and i am scared, not of death but that which is life that i do not know which will come.
why is it that when i find a girl that i fall for i fall so fast?
I find it funny how many people tell me that i should not care about one girl at a time, or in there words "bitch".
I know what i want.
This entry could go on for a eternity or however Christ allows.
To much pain has been caused to this weak heart of mind, so should i call it quits and walk away, and become that hermit i thought i would become. do desperate times really call for desperate measures. i believe i have made my choice and time and the Lord shall reveal to me what will come of it.
I don't know what else to say, do You understand?
What the FUCK is wrong with me?
Do dream really come true?
I am going to go pray and cry...