Sep 28, 2005 11:59
After a couple of sobering hours on the computer, i grabbed a blanket and laid down on floor. Everyone else that was still there had passed out. So I laid there listing to the nosies that could find a way in from the outside. I began to drift away as I thought about the my life, and my existence. My lungs slowed down and my eyes grew heavy, soon there was nothing and then.......
The boy was watching t.v. but it just as well have been only static for his thoughts were elsewhere. Then in came the girl. there she stood in a beauty that the boy could only dream of describing. The girl stood there smiling, but the boy saw right through her smile and saw broken heart caused by her brand new ex-boyfriend. The boy only smiled back as if he could only see her beauty. But as he looked upon her time stopped as it did so many times before. Time came rushing back as the girl begin to step closer. The boy arose from his bed to embrace the girl, but as his hands enclosed around her and his hands found rest on her back as they have done so many times before. The girl shivered and pushed away. She looked up at the boy and threw a smile i attempts to hide the discomfort. The boy saw right through the fake smile that did not hold purity he knew so well, he knew that her back was still in pain from where her ex had placed his dagger of dishonesty, and the boy knew that it was still there reaching all the way to the girl's heart. The boy and the girl sat on the boy's bed to watch a movie and to talk about...
( In a flash my dream moved forward )
The boy and girl were now in the backseat of the boy's grandparents' car on there way to a family dinner. The sun was bright and reflected off the cars to make them give off the effect that they were diamonds, as the winds blew in from the rolled down windows and as it cooled them down, it forced the girl's hair to dance in fit of rage, but as the boy stared he found it only brought a smile to his face. The girl enjoying the feel of the warm breeze sending her hair in a fit, tried to steal a glance of the boy and his hair, but as she turned there were his eyes. There they were staring into one another's eyes. Looking away out of fear, but they continuously made eye contact, as they attempted to steal glances like we all did on our childhood crushes.
( In a flash my dream moves forward )
The boy and the girl are now at the boy's cousin's bedroom. The boy focused on the computer could not help but look at the girl as she laid on the bed. As he looked over his shoulders he saw the sunlight force its way through the blinds and rest upon her. The boy looked in awe as the light from the sun draped over her as to proclaim her a goddess. Her blonde hair glistened like the full moon's reflection finding rest on your favorite beach. Enchanted by the same force that seemed to bow to the girl the boy got on the bed, and rested the girl's head on his lap. The boy felt the beating of there heavy hearts as they went in unison. The boy moved his hand and placed it gently wishing to find the blade that hurt her so much. As his hand rested on her back she inhaled a breath of serenity. But as she exhaled the boy felt the serenity leave her. With the girl's next breath came the now familiar shiver and she quickly sat up and put her back to the wall. The boy moved quickly to her side, and said "I'm sorry" as he secretly wished he had the courage to say I love you. The girl quickly turned her head and once again they found themselves within one another's eyes. The boy reached up and brush the hair from the girl's eyes, and as the girl felt the boys hand sweeping her hair back, she could not help but smile. The same smile that seem to make time stop, but once again time came rushing back as the girl said "don't be sorry". As the girl turned her head away she reached out and took hold of the boy's hand. All was silent as there fingers were interlocked and the feeling of love consumed them. After a few moments the girl let go. The boy and the girl sat next to one another not wanting to be anywhere else.
.......In a flash light over took my eyes as they began to open, as voices voices came around me. I laid there thinking, she was constantly in my thoughts, constantly there to inspire my verses. Now she had begun to invade my dreams.