Scream.

Nov 26, 2007 19:43

My body is absolutely screaming with hunger. I have this conflict of wanting to go grocery shopping and wanting to go back to bed. I slept all day after work because I was passing out at the keyboard there and didn't feel like struggling through photoshop. I told myself that if I woke up in time for psych I would go, but I didn't do that either XD.

This vacation was one of the best. I saw everyone I really wanted to see, and most of all I got the attention that I needed. And I did need it. I shrivel up and die when no one looks at me. I become a hollow shell when no one holds me. And I just can't seem to find that kind of cuddly close environment here. Hugs are given sparingly. I'm not some kind of attention whore princess anymore, don't get me wrong. But touch is essential and human. You'd figure it would be easier to find in this place of so many.
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