Jun 02, 2006 00:08
I love it. These warm days and nights of rain. It was hot enough out today, that I could have walked around in a tanktop in the rain. It was beautiful. Tonight its just pouring, and still pretty warm. and I love it.
Had a bit of a "smack-me-in-the-face" discussion today, about the whole giant asteroid theory/extinction of dinosaurs/continetal drift. The massive asteroid that smacked into the earth started the continents drifting... now, I don't know why I've never heard that up until today. Throughout all of high school... social studies, science, earth science, geography etc. it was never mentioned that the asteroid started the continents drifting apart, or if it was... I have absolutely no recollection of it. Or maybe it was just assumed that everybody knew it and that it was too obvious to be mentioned. It makes some sense... you can see how the continents all drifted from one big piece... but yet the fault lines of the earth don't really show a pattern as if a massive object broke Pangea apart in one area. So i dunno. Anyways, this has added fuel to the fires of my fascination with the topic.
Am trying to change the way I think, change the way I analyze my life (or to just fully stop analyzing so much) and change the way I view the people around me. I want to just "go with it" more. the whole cliche "go with the flow" type thing. It's so much easier when you just stop worrying about everything or wondering about every little thing and just let things happen. JUST LET GO! *sigh* easier said than done... but its something I'm trying to work on. I'm going to work on. Sometimes, it feels like I've gotten the hang of it... but then my old analytical, worrysome ways sneak back up on me and swallow me again. I'm gonna fight it! we shall see... we shall see.
Of course... thats with a grain of salt. I'll do what feels right. No regrets, there's always something to be learned, and the only way to learn is by experience so... yeah. Lookin ahead, feelin pretty positive... got a good outlook. Gonna go hand in my passport application tomorrow... maybe look for a travel pack. shop around. look for higher paying job.
I love the forest. And rain. Being in the forest when it's raining. Kissing in the forest when it's raining. I love it.