~~she's hot just like her mama~~
i'm so sick of hearing that will.i.am song that i'm ready to rip my radio out of my car the next time i hear it. which is about every 2.3 seconds. damn you, regular radio and your pathetic music selections!!!
it's been like 10 years since i've updated..oops. my life just really isn't worth writing about i suppose...
but, i figure since it HAS been a while, i might as well let everyone know what's up.
so, i've decided to move back in with my parents. after months of my mom begging, me constantly being a debt, and a lack of food that doesn't come to you in paper, i just decided it was time. at first i was really reluctant to do it, but now that it's so close to happening (i move this sunday), i'm actually sort of excited. i've decided that i'm going to try to transfer to a lane bryant that's about 20 minutes from my house there just so i can make some cash. i'm also already in the middle of applying to grad school for mental heath counseling, so hopefully i'll be back in school starting this spring. i've come to the conclusion that i'm going to get my life together, because, shit, i'm 23 and living in fucking poverty. i don't need that. so i'm also going to join the YMCA because i know they give scholarships based on income, and i'm mega broke, so i know i can get a membership for like 8 bucks a month. i'm going to work out at LEAST every other day (i'm trying to be realistic here), and join some Y-league volleyball teams. i really miss the sport and i miss being active and hate the fat lump i've become. and i can't wait to be eating healthy. i'm actually contemplating not eating for the next four days because i am SO SICK of fast food, and i'm too poor/lazy/uninspired to make my own food. i'm planning on losing AT LEAST 20 pounds before new year's. and i don't care that this is the worst time to try to lose weight. i'm doing it and that's that. plus my mom has become an insane weight nazi since she lost all that weight a few years ago. so yes, me moving home--super good idea.
SO OF COURSE my uncle calls today and says he thinks he may have a job for me. in dayton.
whatevs.
i'm just not looking forward to packing and unpacking everything for the 2nd time in 2 months. maybe i'll just throw away everything and start over new..
it's been like 10 years since i've updated..oops. my life just really isn't worth writing about i suppose...
but, i figure since it HAS been a while, i might as well let everyone know what's up.
so, i've decided to move back in with my parents. after months of my mom begging, me constantly being a debt, and a lack of food that doesn't come to you in paper, i just decided it was time. at first i was really reluctant to do it, but now that it's so close to happening (i move this sunday), i'm actually sort of excited. i've decided that i'm going to try to transfer to a lane bryant that's about 20 minutes from my house there just so i can make some cash. i'm also already in the middle of applying to grad school for mental heath counseling, so hopefully i'll be back in school starting this spring. i've come to the conclusion that i'm going to get my life together, because, shit, i'm 23 and living in fucking poverty. i don't need that. so i'm also going to join the YMCA because i know they give scholarships based on income, and i'm mega broke, so i know i can get a membership for like 8 bucks a month. i'm going to work out at LEAST every other day (i'm trying to be realistic here), and join some Y-league volleyball teams. i really miss the sport and i miss being active and hate the fat lump i've become. and i can't wait to be eating healthy. i'm actually contemplating not eating for the next four days because i am SO SICK of fast food, and i'm too poor/lazy/uninspired to make my own food. i'm planning on losing AT LEAST 20 pounds before new year's. and i don't care that this is the worst time to try to lose weight. i'm doing it and that's that. plus my mom has become an insane weight nazi since she lost all that weight a few years ago. so yes, me moving home--super good idea.
SO OF COURSE my uncle calls today and says he thinks he may have a job for me. in dayton.
whatevs.
i'm just not looking forward to packing and unpacking everything for the 2nd time in 2 months. maybe i'll just throw away everything and start over new..