*||*UPDATE*||*Pissed Off*||*
Yeah....im pissed off.....i cant go to hangout with them....AND (get this) i cant go over to kyles tomarrow....wondeful huh? figured so....ANYTHING that has gotten planned lately i cant go to...and it pisses me off! Kyle is all freaking out now cause he thinks its him but its not! Its the fact that i cant SEE HIM!! I feel as if....something has changed....in him....or me...idk anymore.
But i came off as a major bitch...(2 me anyways) Kyle was all like "Well we can hangout on saterday" and im all like "I dont really care anymore" Right when i said it i regreted it....hes trying so hard to make me happy....and i really appreciate it....but the only one who can really help me is myself...but the only thing is....I NEED TO KNOW WHATS WRONG!! *Sigh* Kyle tries to help...and i really appreciate it....it does help in a way, knowing that somebody cares...
Idk what to say...im just pissed....why? idk....i just am. I just cry for no reason at all....well, maybe there is a reason...but im not sure. The only thing i can think of is cause Amanda was all like "You always ignore me and your friends! Your going to be friendless, and your only gunna have kyle...then when he leaves you, theres going to be no one! Geez, Why dont you just move in with him?!?" and i was like "Maybe i will" i just brushed it off....but i guess it really got to me....I Dont Know Anymore....
-Jenni
But i came off as a major bitch...(2 me anyways) Kyle was all like "Well we can hangout on saterday" and im all like "I dont really care anymore" Right when i said it i regreted it....hes trying so hard to make me happy....and i really appreciate it....but the only one who can really help me is myself...but the only thing is....I NEED TO KNOW WHATS WRONG!! *Sigh* Kyle tries to help...and i really appreciate it....it does help in a way, knowing that somebody cares...
Idk what to say...im just pissed....why? idk....i just am. I just cry for no reason at all....well, maybe there is a reason...but im not sure. The only thing i can think of is cause Amanda was all like "You always ignore me and your friends! Your going to be friendless, and your only gunna have kyle...then when he leaves you, theres going to be no one! Geez, Why dont you just move in with him?!?" and i was like "Maybe i will" i just brushed it off....but i guess it really got to me....I Dont Know Anymore....
-Jenni