feeling inspired to write
Being home on Easter break makes me think about a lot of things. First of all, I was inpsired by Lisa's countdown... 27 days til I'm home for summer! That makes me think of whether I will be glad for this summer or not. I think I will be because I'm getting sick of school. Taking 18 credits and having lacrosse at the same time isn't very fun. I still manange to have fun but its just very stressful most of the time. I also can't wait to be home with my friends home... I really really miss Anna... and to be able to do fun things like going to Phillies games and other things to enjoy the nice weather. On the other hand, I will miss my friends from school so much - I see them EVERY day and most of my closest friends are from lacrosse so that will also be sad when it ends.Also, one of my best friends that I've made this year is Dana who tore her ACL recently and needs to get surgery and lives in Plymouth Meeting so I'm gonna have to get up there to visit her after her surgery and bring her some water ice! Last night I went to visit Andrew and then tonight I hung out with Alyson and my mom seemed annoyed that I wasn't actually home while I was home (if that makes sense). This makes me worry about the summer because I'm never really home to begin with but also I just have a lot less independence than I do at school. I'll be back to telling my mom and dad everywhere I go and I just don't want to deal with it. I had such a good time visiting Andrew and I don't wanna be put on a guilt trip for it when she said I was allowed to go anyway. Also, I love working at the pool; however, as I get older there is growing gap between the younger/new guards. I'm sure Dan will back me up on this but last year the new guards... three years younger... were a lot less mature and just got on my nerves constantly. I am dreading this happening again... I just wish everyone would come back to the pool that was there like two summers ago and we would have enough guards that we wouldn't need any really young guards... this might sound really stupid but its something that i would of course worry about. Also, I have a feeling that my situation with Andrew will be even worse when I'm actually around him a lot. I need to get over him really bad but I love him too much to let him go... and he doesn't help much with that either lol. Who knows what the summer will bring and who knows how much I'm ready for???