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i hate my dorm. its awkward. i dont want to be here and the girls dont want me here.
i feel like im outnumbered by stupidity and materialism.
its funny watching as they try and pretend i'm not actually here.
but sometimes i really wish they wouldnt -- rachel likes to leave the door wide open when she pee's.
at least, thats what i hope she's doing.
i'm not used to that kind of directness and i find it pretty revolting.
it does not take that much effort to shut the door, come on!
and then theres the constant flow of their girl friends in and out of the apartment.
i don't mean to sound like a traitor to my own gender, but damn.
these girls have no substance. no anything.
they're eyes are blank like they look at the world through designer brands and daddy's money.
i don't mean to sound like a hypocrite. yeah, i have a new car. yeah, i have a new phone and live in the most expensive dorm on campus.
but i'm not an idiot. i don't take these things for granted. i know the hard work and time that was put behind everything i've been given and i respect and aknowledge that.
but i can't believe some of the shit that comes out of their mouths.
a typical conversation that they have infront of me pretending i'm not there:
"I had to hang out with David the other night. Ew."
"He's not so bad. He's rich at least."
"Yeah. I guess I can hang out with him again, his money makes up for his height."
honestly? come on. Even the JAPs at Palmetto weren't this bad.
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i feel like im outnumbered by stupidity and materialism.
its funny watching as they try and pretend i'm not actually here.
but sometimes i really wish they wouldnt -- rachel likes to leave the door wide open when she pee's.
at least, thats what i hope she's doing.
i'm not used to that kind of directness and i find it pretty revolting.
it does not take that much effort to shut the door, come on!
and then theres the constant flow of their girl friends in and out of the apartment.
i don't mean to sound like a traitor to my own gender, but damn.
these girls have no substance. no anything.
they're eyes are blank like they look at the world through designer brands and daddy's money.
i don't mean to sound like a hypocrite. yeah, i have a new car. yeah, i have a new phone and live in the most expensive dorm on campus.
but i'm not an idiot. i don't take these things for granted. i know the hard work and time that was put behind everything i've been given and i respect and aknowledge that.
but i can't believe some of the shit that comes out of their mouths.
a typical conversation that they have infront of me pretending i'm not there:
"I had to hang out with David the other night. Ew."
"He's not so bad. He's rich at least."
"Yeah. I guess I can hang out with him again, his money makes up for his height."
honestly? come on. Even the JAPs at Palmetto weren't this bad.
4 more days...