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Jun 28, 2004 03:22

I talked to Lindsey the other day about going to work for the Firm. He, as usual, seemed dead set against the idea. I don't know what his problem is, honestly, he said he brought me into the family because of my talents. Tell me again what the point of me using said talents was if all I can do is move a lamp or a sofa or two?

I want to do something else, damnit. Sitting round the house all day while Evan is at work and watching Jerry Springer isn't exactly the best way to utilise my time or energy but Lindsey doesn't see it like that.

Of course not!

He seems to think I should be happy sitting at home or hanging around the house with Darla, Michelle and Dru. For a while there, I was. For a while I was perfectly content to just do nothing, not have any responsibilities or anything, but... Evan knows what I was like beforehand. I was always doing something with my life, whether that was travelling or just working in some dive bar somewhere...

*shakes head*

I just wish Lindsey would let me do something. I feel so goddamned useless sitting around here all the time.
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