I Love Him Forever and Always
Well I got home from Shanes a little while ago. It was cool. Actually most of the time it was kinda boring. There was a long time where I just sat in a quiet waiting room with Ricky's mom and John. But yeah, I got up as usual then Ricky and John came and picked me up around 9-ish. And we went to Ricky's house, then we picked up Ricky's mom and headed to Shanes. We got there, went to some place they checked if another place was ready for Ricky to come there. It was after a few mins, so we left that one place and went to the other place. And after we were there for a while they called Ricky in and he had to get an I.V. And while that was being done Ricky's mother and I went up to a different floor to see if another doctor would see Ricky. They couldn't in the end. But while we were waiting I got to talk to her. She told me about when she first found out that Ricky had cancer. It sounded really really sad. Ricky's leg had been hurting for a few months, so they went to go check that out. And well they thought it might be something like cancer, so they went and gave him something to make the cancer cell show and in a CT. like they did today. And they whole place where the cancer was was all bright. That meant he had cancer all through there. Ricky is out in the waiting room and his mom is talking to the doctors. The doctor slides her a pamplet about what they think he has. They tell her that Ricky has a 5% chance of living and that he is going to have both of his legs cut off. She was speachless. She had no clue what she was gonna tell her son. She walks out in the waiting room, Ricky puts down the Sports Illistrated he was reading and says "wuzzup?" The doctors say it is urgent so they are at Shans in 2 days. The doctors at shans look at the X-ray, they tell Ricky's mom that the other doctor's might be wrong. There is a small chance it is something less worse. So they scan him again and say that it is most likely something less severe. So then they take out the big cancer thing and go to test it. A nurse comes in and says that it is looking good. Then his mom hears doctors shouting. And in rushes a nurse that says it was less severe. Ricky's mom is so happy! Ricky on the other hand had no clue how bad the doctor's thought it was. So he is sitting on the bed and his mom is so happy about him having cancer. He didn't get it. So his mom filled him in. So now he is healthy, 15 and the guy I am madly in love with. Ricky's mom is so happy to have him there. And he got diagnosed a few days before his mom's birthday. So on her birthday, he hands her the card and tells her that he is going to be ok, he will pull through this. He has been through so much, and I'm so glad he pulled throught. But yeah, it was nice talking to his mom. Then after I heard all this we went down and got Ricky and John and walked around and they ate something. I wasn't hungry. They Ricky had to go back and get a scan. Everything was ok. Then we left and his mom got him a Gator hat to celebrate that they don't have to go back, well only once a year now. But it has been about 3 years since he had the cancer. Oh, on the way home I had the most awesome feeling! Me and Ricky were sitting together. He was holding me and it was soo cool. I was sitting there and I was kinda laying on him. And I would look into his eyes. OMG, the looks that he gave me. The look of his eyes. Just looking into his eyes. Ah, I like melted. They we would kiss. It was like no one else in the world mattered. I knew I am in love. There was no doubt! Of course I already knew that. It was just a really cool/good feeling. I love him so much. Then he told me that when we get to my house he wasn't gonna want to let go of me. I told him that I wasn't gonna be let go of. IT was cool. And now his mom likes me! SHE LIKES ME!!! I know that doesn't sound like much. But I care so much if she likes me. And now she does. But I have to go call Brizz back we got dissconnected...