Nov 13, 2005 20:43
So this was my first weekend not being grounded! I am so happy! I mean, not to be stuck in the house! I had Brizz spend the night. That was a lot of fun. Well I had to go to Nancy's soccer game. And Brizz was over at Sam's house. She was sleeping so I wanted to go over there and "peacefully" wake her up. But when I was on my way over there Brizz called me and asked if I could drive her to her house to get her stuff to sleep at my house. I told her I couldn't. So then I talked to Sam and told her that I was in fact coming over. So i got there and Brizz was like sleeping again. So i woke her up. Actually I stood next to her for a while and she woke up. So then I drove her to her house. I finally got to see it. Her room is big. And she has a walk in closet and then after the closet is the bathroom. She got all her stuff then we drove to the game. We got there around 1/2 time. Then the team scored a goal, and won the game. It was like 3 to 0. So go girls soccer? But then me and Brizz left. We got home and did something. Oh yeah! Me and Brizz were sent out to go get food. So we were at the light to turn. And some hott guys pulled up. they said hey. Brizz asked what they were up to, they said nothing, They asked what we were up to and she said McDonalds. Then we laughed. They talked, then said, hey us to. It was funny. But yeah, got the food. And didn't see the guys, so we left. And we got home. Started to pass out the food. Found out that we didn't get something. I got bitched at. Then I said I would go back, but something happened and I never did. Then Ricky called me. So I talked to him,and while I was on the phone with him, Nick called Brizz. So Brizz endedup walking down to Nick's. Called me and told me where she was. Then I walked down there. And well, I talked to Ricky while her and Nick were talking. Then My mom called and told me to get my ass home. So I told Brizz we had to go. And I went bacl to talking to Ricky. Next thing I know my mom is calling me again, telling me to get our asses home. So then we left. And she called again, as we were walking home. Then I told Ricky I had to go and would try and call him back later. I never did....So then some things happened. I don't really remember what....but yeah. Oh, at one point and time we put on fake nails. lmao. That was funny. But yeah...then Nick and Brizz were talking again. And we told Nick to wait outside his house, we would be there in five. So we got ready and did our traditional walk to Aplus/speedway. Then we came home and went to bed. And inbetween all this was a lot of crying. Me and Brizz hadn't talked in a while. So i cried about Tony and how much I hate myself for what I did. And she cried over Justin...he is...I dunno....eh! But yeah...Then we woke up and went to get new movies. We got...House of Wax, and Gingerdead Man. LMAO! House of wax was good. Mainly the Paris Hilton part, lol. We also fingered painted. That was funny. And we ate, then figured out Brizz was staying the night again. Then we realized that she had to be at Publix at 8 am the next morning. And I had Jazzercise, I could have skipped it...but i dunno. So then we got up early the next morning, i dropped her off at publix, and drove myself to jazzercise. Then i got home and asked my mom if I could go to the fair that night with Ricky. She said she had to meet him. And I said she could when I got dropped off at the fair. She said Dad had to meet him, so I couldn't. And when Ricky got off work, he called me. And I told him what was up, and we were talking. Then his mom got home and he told her what was up. She said she would drive over there and meet them. But i told him it have to be after 4. And then I went and talked to mom. She said I had to do my 15 mins. So I was doing them and Ricky told me to call him when he got an answer from my mom and was done cleaning. So i finished cleaning and was talking to my mom. she respected that he would come over to meet with her. So after a while she said yes. So Ricky and his mom and step-dad came over. They all talked. You could see that Ricky was really nervious, it was so cute. lol. But yeah...So then Ricky's parents drove me and Ricky to the fair. The fair was fun. But it was weird at one point. We were in line for the Zipper and we were talking. And he asked if I wanted to hear the coolest name ever. I said sure. And I wasn't fully paying attention. Then he said Gutierrez. I stopped. And I gave him the funniest look, then looked away, and looked back at him, then away again. Then he asked if i thought it was cool. And I asked him where he heard it. He said T.V. and asked why. Then I told him that it was my Ex's last name. Then i told him it was so weird that he said that. And then he asked if i was serious. And I said yes..and said Antonio Jorge Gutierrez. Then he said his name. And it was so weird. Like it freaked me out! I wasn't ready to hear that! I mean how ironic is that? That my new b/f thinls that my ex-b/f has an awesome last name. But yeah, the rest of the night was fun. Except when Ricky was holding me in one of the lines. And I almost started to cry. But other than that, it was fun. The sad thing is....I cried cuz i wanted Tony back. And I can't have Tony back, i think he is going out with other ppl. But i feel bad cuz Ricky really likes me, or it seems that way. And well I like him too, but I love Tony. I dunno, I will see how I feel in a few weeks. I'm almost ashamed to write that I want Tony but I am going out with Ricky. It feels so wrong. EH! But yeah, so then me and Ricky got picked up by my mom. And then i came home and told Brizz about what Ricky said. Then I went to bed. I woke up today and...did a few things, got movies, took a shower, talked to Tony online. Then Dave came over. I love dave, he is a family friend. He lived with us for a while. It was nice seeing him again. Then well I came online, and now I am sitting here. I want to talk to Ricky. He is at IOA. (Islands of Adventure) He gets to go there for free cuz he had cancer. That is so sad...but yeah. I don't have much more to say. So byez.....
Oh wait...I remember this quote from somewhere...I really like it now...
"Never leave the people you love, for the people you like" That means so much to me at the moment. But yeah...byez