what do you do...
what do you do when someone says you're not good enough? do you just give up and move on, or try to be better than what their definition of good is? what if it takes twice as long to be good enough as it took you to be where you are now? do you spend those years hoping that you'll eventually be good enough and hope you don't wind up still not good enough?
i went to an interview today with the department chair of graphic design at the art institute. he told me that my stuff wasn't as good as the school's students'. he really hurt my feelings making me think that i've wasted two fucking years at remington. i'm not about to make my mom pay for me to go to ai for me to spend just as much time there as i did at remington, or possibly more. i've decided to just wait till remington opens again and then i'll just finish. fuck getting a job in the field. i'll work as a clerical in a doctor's office or at some nursery. gah, this so doesn't help my self esteem any.
i went to an interview today with the department chair of graphic design at the art institute. he told me that my stuff wasn't as good as the school's students'. he really hurt my feelings making me think that i've wasted two fucking years at remington. i'm not about to make my mom pay for me to go to ai for me to spend just as much time there as i did at remington, or possibly more. i've decided to just wait till remington opens again and then i'll just finish. fuck getting a job in the field. i'll work as a clerical in a doctor's office or at some nursery. gah, this so doesn't help my self esteem any.