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Okay i'm back. from wisonsin.
my first day back was really good, but i have the absolute worst feeling ever. something bad is going to happen to me, but i need to fix things up. somedays life is so good that you realize how much you suck because you aren't enjoying it, every second that you let pass by in a negative way is just taking away from your life. im about to start making some music again, so get ready, but who knows it will probably take me the rest of my life to make an album. I've gotten really stupid this summer. I'm going to enjoy the hell out of the rest of it, unless that bad thing happens.
I would like nothing more than to settle down with my record store by myself and enjoy a peaceful quite life and then die. There's alot of things i'd like to do, but none of them seem very profound to anyone but myself. For this i feel really guilty, i feel like i should strive to be an ecologist and save the environment or cure AIDS and cancer and help alot of people, and i mean that would be good to do but i really just don't want that for myself. I feel bad that i really don't care that much, and i sort of just don't want to do more than my share for the betterment of human kind. I could, but i don't want to. How much of an asshole am i?
the end of the worst entry ever.