"don't let me let you go"
okay i give up on this entry... this is like my 4th time attempting to write this....
to make a realllllly long story short:
this morning sucked ass because isabel told me shes not coming back to camp this summer. i start hysterically crying, and i listen to here's to the night and Time of your life about a million times. its too much for me too handle, no one is coming back this summer. i start to calm down, but then my mom comes in and i start hysterically crying again. its not fair
i was supposed to see Justin today, but when i asked mom if i could go to the movies with justin and all his lil 8th grade guys friends-- she wouldn't let me. so yeah forget about seeing justin..... hmm at this rate we will never see eachother. i give up!!!!
i complained to maddie on the phone for 20 minutes.... i must see maddie soon!!!!!!
mom felt pity for me, so she took me shopping at the JV Mall... even though we hate JV. we were supposed to go to mt kisco for out of the blue, knoyzz and stores like that, but we never got around to it. sadly shopping did not make me feel better.
i come home and send trisha all these pictures from washington and lake compounce. since that forced me to look through all my old pictures, later on tonight i will post all those pictures. wow it reminds me how much things have changed and i hate it.
so for the rest of the night i help cody with his ipod.... and now i have to do some homework.
greattt we get to go back to hell tomorrow
things can only get better... RIGHT?
ughhhh i give up....
to make a realllllly long story short:
this morning sucked ass because isabel told me shes not coming back to camp this summer. i start hysterically crying, and i listen to here's to the night and Time of your life about a million times. its too much for me too handle, no one is coming back this summer. i start to calm down, but then my mom comes in and i start hysterically crying again. its not fair
i was supposed to see Justin today, but when i asked mom if i could go to the movies with justin and all his lil 8th grade guys friends-- she wouldn't let me. so yeah forget about seeing justin..... hmm at this rate we will never see eachother. i give up!!!!
i complained to maddie on the phone for 20 minutes.... i must see maddie soon!!!!!!
mom felt pity for me, so she took me shopping at the JV Mall... even though we hate JV. we were supposed to go to mt kisco for out of the blue, knoyzz and stores like that, but we never got around to it. sadly shopping did not make me feel better.
i come home and send trisha all these pictures from washington and lake compounce. since that forced me to look through all my old pictures, later on tonight i will post all those pictures. wow it reminds me how much things have changed and i hate it.
so for the rest of the night i help cody with his ipod.... and now i have to do some homework.
greattt we get to go back to hell tomorrow
things can only get better... RIGHT?
ughhhh i give up....