Myspace is driving me crazy right now!!!!
So anyways, ever since I put single and ONLY looking for friends and netwoking, I've gotten like 15 guys on average per week emailing me telling me "Wow you're HOT, what you doin' tonight?" or "Damn your sexy, can I be on your friends list?" or "Hey you seem like a nice girl, would you like to date me? I live in Tucson too" or "Man I wish I lived in Tucson so I could met and maybe go out with you cus you're pretty HOT." The comments in my email box go on and on and on. Like do they even read my page at all. I'm only looking for friends!!! So yeah....right now one of those guys is stocking me. I was stupid. He lives in Tucson and I guess his name is Brandon. He seemed nice so I thought he would make a great friend. Started talking on AIM and then he gave me his phone number so I stupidly gave him mine. SO SO SO dumb of me!!!!!! Somehow he's got it in his mind that Im going on a lunch date with him on Monday. Hell NO!!!! But he thinks he can convince me to go. The biggest problem is he wont stop calling or texting me. The day I gave him my number which I will never give out ever again, he called me and text me a total of 15 times. I only answered once to find out that the Ass hole doesn't even know how to drive and he doesn't ever want to go to college. Hence the other reason that I dont want to date him. Then he starts calling me the next day saying that he has been thinking of me all night and all day and that he really cares about me. WTF!!!!! Boy you dont even know me and you haven't even met me and I hope to God that I never met you!!! Anyways, those messages continued and became even more creepy with "Oh I cant stop thinking of you and I dream of you and I really care about you and I cant wait to meet you and you seem so sweet and I feel so lucky to have a girl like you talking to me." On top of that he has called me two nights in a row at 12pm or 12:30 and Im already freaking sleeping! So I jump out of bed thinking that my alarm clock is going off and that it's 6am. GRRRRRRR But the biggest reason why I dont even want to go out with anyone and why I put friends and networking on my page is because I dont want to be in a relationship right now. I just got out of a serious relationship a month and a half ago. Im not ready to go out with anyone else and to be honest, I dont think I will ever be ready because the person I care about is Michael whether he hates me or so it seems or not. That wont change. I wouldn't be able to go out with anyone because I would feel too guilty that I care more about someone else than the person I would be with. My heart wouldnt be in the right place. So anyways, I needed to get this whole issue out so I can voice my problems somewheres else other than myspace. Especially since he is on myspace. So yeah... now I feel much better having said all that I said and I can stop freaking out about this crazy stocker whom I am writing an email today through myspace and telling him to stop calling and no I do not want to go out with you! I just hope he stops or I am seriously changing my phone number because this guy is seriousl freaking me out with him wanting me to come meet him on monday and telling me that he cant stop thinking of me and that he cares and that he cant wait for me to come to his house. Wow this guy has a pretty big fantasy, but it's definatly not a fantasy that I want to be in.....chills. Okay well gotta go now. Byeeeeee everyone who actually reads this blog and thanks for listening to all of my life problems. Have a great week!! I know I will as soon as this is all cleared up!!! ^_____________^