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i hate this feeling. it's like i was at the beginning of the year. i don't know what i want. i wish i did. if i knew what i wanted i wouldnt have to wait for two guys at the same time. eh im stupid. nic/shawn. bleh. i think i want shawn and im just mad that nic is moving on. its not really nic who i want. i just want a good relationship. i need to give up on this shit