May 09, 2006 13:26
I miss my family
I miss my Stephanie
especially today
I need to stop pushing away the people that show no signs of abandoning me
I need to learn to let people in
I pushed away my sisterbff with the force of a fucking freight train because I'm just that big of a pussy.
19 is such a pointless birthday, 18 is HUGE, and 20 is pretty big.....but 19? pssht
I demand icecream cake! and party!