you're it for me!
[ How I feel
|Good
/
[ What's Playin
|Talkin to Brinks]]
Awe im talking to Brinks! I haven't spoken to him since krissy's Farewell ceremony at school.. So him n me are conversing right now lol.. I miss that boy sooooo much And yesterday I talked to AsHlEy which was great! i was soooo happy when we talked..
So heres one of my newer ones... yet again I have no intention of offing myself this is just another side of me coming out.. im exploring..
The closer I get to non existent
The better off I feel
Light's fading from the room
This is how I chose to deal
Hurting you kills me
I feel so dead inside
Haunted by my decisions
Each mistake's one step closer to suicide
One secret I can not hide
Couldn't try and lie
Saw the disappointment in your eyes
My voice barely audible through struggled cries
I just can't deal with life anymore
One minute I was certain
Now I'm not so sure
Life's a terminal disease
With no hope for a cure
Life's having your parent
Refer to you as a whore
I bite my tongue during the verbal abuse
Name calling , Full blown arguments
For once can we call a truse? [ <- im not sure if its spelled that way or truce.. ]
Still think I have it all?
Welcome to my downfall
Some how I have to make it to the top of Life's great wall
So broken and torn that I can't walk, I crawl....
lemme know whatcha think!