I can be as good as you. Maybe even Better
[ How I feel
|Writing mode....!
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[ What's Playin
|DHT-Listen to your Heart - ]]
YAY THUNDER STORMS!!! I ♥ thunderstorms!!! :]
okay so heres the deal ppl. Derek and me like to write. as most of you know already by reading our journals.. chad does his fair share also.lol. anyways
So me and him were talking just the other day and he thought i should give his
style of writing a go because well mines not quite as dark as his is. So I did
and this is the outcome. just to warn you , No im not thinking about hurting
myself in any way, shape , or form ! now that thats out of the way.. READ THIS
AND COMMENT DAMN IT!
Tear strickend face
Heart beating a deadly pace
Change has control of me
I'm now my own worst enemy
Gave up all that I believed
Wishing now I was never conceived
Pain's the fuel that ignites my fire
Fuck the hearts truest desire
Living each day as my last
Keeping all the bullshit in the past
Pretending as if it didn't exist
Dead inside and I'm still not missed
Room blackens but my eyes won't shut
Blood staind floors painted by my cuts
Walls masked with my enemies
Family, Friends, that's what they meant to be
An entire life stolen from me
Led me to this insanity
Now i'm bound to purgatory
Maybe there they can tame me
Probably not
Another shot
Still missed me head
I can't die
Im already dead.