Nov 25, 2004 14:33
Alrighty, I'm pretty bored. Ms. Pat & Ryan aren't here yet....and its just me and my Mom, who's cooking. Wooop. I wonder where Robby is... hmmph.
I'm so happy today. I mean, I have this killer headache, and my ear hurts too, and so does my neck, but I just feel relieved. I swear I've realized so many things since this crazy accident. So heres the change in me. Screw all the other entries where you could totally tell I was extremely pissed off at someone. That doesn't matter anymore. Thats the past...this is now. Live it. I think I've realized...people make mistakes, and I make a hell of a lot of them, so how can I get mad at someone who's doing the exact same thing I would've done? -- I can't. And... right now, theres no reason for me to hate somebody...or not like them. It's not gonna help me. So screw all those thoughts. I feel bad for ever...acting like I've hated someone, or just being stupid about them...thats not a cool thing to do. I'm so dumb to get mad at my best friends girlfriend...for thinking she said things she apparently never said... and I got pissed about it. I'm the stupid one there. No more hard feelings, about anyone or anything. I just need to learn how to be happy...and.... I have nothing to be unhappy about. I'm alive. I'm recovering, even if it is painful. I have Friends...and... Life's short, I cant spend half my time so mad. So now I just need the personality part of my brain to heal...so the anger goes away! =P Seriously though, that did get damaged. Uh Oh. Well, I won't make any of you guys read this anymore, I must be one of the most pointless people to you..haha. =)
H A P P Y T H A N K S G I V I N G =D