Feb 05, 2004 15:44
Well I am sitting in the newspaper room right now trying to finish my article...I am tired and hungry and unsure of my plans for the weekend. I was thinking of going to Sadies, yet do not really want to be apart of the ridiculousness that school dances hold. I really want to see the new documentary, The Fog of War, with Robert Mcnamara, it is supposed to be amazing. I just found out that my former co-workers mother passed away and am very disheartened. She was so young, and he will have no one else now, except his brother. I dont even know what words to comfort him with. I feel helpless and I am sure he does too. It is such a sad feeling, like you cannot make a difference, you are this small, insignificant factor in something much bigger. I cannot halt death, I can only help to prevent it, yet is that even worth doing? I am really enjoying Tess of the d'urbervilles now. After about 100 pages,it has gotten quite good. I miss all of my friends who dont live in Detroit, I miss being able to call them and hang out. I miss going to Detroit and exploring. I really want to go to the Detroit Public Library, yet can find no one to go with. Everyone is scared of Detroit, why, I do not know. I wish I had friends here who I could call the night of a show, and they would be more than willing to go. Oh well, only a few more months and I will be in Chicago!!! YAY!! A city...