Bright Red Wine

[_kataomoi_]

Something's happening and I'm scared. Scared because I'm scared of everything, at least once. I haven't read my FList in a few weeks and I'm afraid to try catching up now while I'm on vacation in Hawaii. My life has been too weird to recount, but ...

Hey, just post here specific posts I need to see so I know how you're doing, how to love you, how to catch up on your lives. Because I love you, even though I am neglectful... Or really... I've never had things apart from the internet to interest me and take my time, and now it seems as if I do? I just don't know how to cope that way, either...

I'm scared to say from whence this song came. Scared because it's not from Thomas.


I can not lie,
I am pacified
By those lovely eyes.
Drunken by
A sea of bright red wine

But that’s fine.
Cause I find
That just below the rind
Is worth all of the time
That I am given.

When the sweetest smile
Bids me stay a while,
If Venus sings,
My ears ring.

So ginger baby,
Crawl into my bed tonight.
Intention? Maybe,
I just wanna hold you tight,
And reassure you
Everything will be alright.
Its you and me too
Let’s settle in for the night.

So ginger baby,
Make sure you get on your flight.
I need a lady,
The fairest is so far from sight,
But rest assured,
You’d have to run with all your might.
God assure me
I’ll get to squeeze that lady so tight.

God assure me
I’ll get to squeeze that lady so tight,
So ginger baby,
Bring that freckled face home tonight

And... That's becoming easier and easier to accept.
It's something... I won't have to hide, and that's the scariest thing of all.