Secret Meetings ...
Indy won 40 to 21. That made me feel better after having a fight with my mom earlier this evening.
Got invited to a secret meeting. The details will never be completely disclosed. It was nice to be invited. and It really felt good to be there.
I had about 4 glasses of wine in a half hour. I had a nice buzz going but I didn't really feel drunk. I rarely ever drink socialy. It was kinda nice not to drink alone. I dunno If I could do it all the time. I get to worried about if I'm coming off like a drunk or if i'm stumbling or if i sound funny.
Right before I left this meeting ... Amherst cops came. The two of them came in pretty quick. The walked by me and asked me whats up. I told them "same old, same old", which is pretty much my default answer for anyone who asks me that question. Then they said "Stright home, O.K.?" Which I did my best to play off as cool as I could ... I gave them a prompt "Yes sir", and left, and did infact go stright home (intrestingly, Ive called every cop Ive ever known sir ... most of them are suprised at the formality of it ... and most of the ones I know personally already know my father as a co-worker).
I'm guessing by what they said they knew I had been drinking. I suppose if they can look at you almost instantly and know you've had a couple, then they know pretty instantly weither or not your too drunk to drive. I would hope if they felt like I was to drunk to drive they wouldnt let me drive home. I wonder how they knew. I didnt feel like I was stumbling or sluring. I hadn't had a drop in atleast an hour and a half if not more. I have a feeling it was my face. I noticed that my face was flushed when I had gone to the bathroom. I hope I didnt reak of alcohol. My mom has that stench on her all to often and I hate it, It pretty much disgusts me. I wonder if they will mention it to my dad? Hell, if they did I probably would never know. I doubt that even if my dad found out he would say anything anyway.
At any rate, I did go home right away. I was about three streets away from hy house. I was on the road for a total of 5 mins at the most. I just wonder how much they knew just from looking at me. I think I also wonder how diferently I would have been teated If i wasn't a fire fighter and cops daughter.
Got invited to a secret meeting. The details will never be completely disclosed. It was nice to be invited. and It really felt good to be there.
I had about 4 glasses of wine in a half hour. I had a nice buzz going but I didn't really feel drunk. I rarely ever drink socialy. It was kinda nice not to drink alone. I dunno If I could do it all the time. I get to worried about if I'm coming off like a drunk or if i'm stumbling or if i sound funny.
Right before I left this meeting ... Amherst cops came. The two of them came in pretty quick. The walked by me and asked me whats up. I told them "same old, same old", which is pretty much my default answer for anyone who asks me that question. Then they said "Stright home, O.K.?" Which I did my best to play off as cool as I could ... I gave them a prompt "Yes sir", and left, and did infact go stright home (intrestingly, Ive called every cop Ive ever known sir ... most of them are suprised at the formality of it ... and most of the ones I know personally already know my father as a co-worker).
I'm guessing by what they said they knew I had been drinking. I suppose if they can look at you almost instantly and know you've had a couple, then they know pretty instantly weither or not your too drunk to drive. I would hope if they felt like I was to drunk to drive they wouldnt let me drive home. I wonder how they knew. I didnt feel like I was stumbling or sluring. I hadn't had a drop in atleast an hour and a half if not more. I have a feeling it was my face. I noticed that my face was flushed when I had gone to the bathroom. I hope I didnt reak of alcohol. My mom has that stench on her all to often and I hate it, It pretty much disgusts me. I wonder if they will mention it to my dad? Hell, if they did I probably would never know. I doubt that even if my dad found out he would say anything anyway.
At any rate, I did go home right away. I was about three streets away from hy house. I was on the road for a total of 5 mins at the most. I just wonder how much they knew just from looking at me. I think I also wonder how diferently I would have been teated If i wasn't a fire fighter and cops daughter.