contentment

[_kanada]

life is always full of unexpected twists and turns. i've known this. things are really looking up. i am still in a very weird and confused spot in my life but that's life. finding those people and things in your life that bring you the most joy and good times are what you need to embrace because that's life right there. non of the other bullshit matters, it's what you make of things and how you enjoy yourself. some exciting things have happened in the last week or so regarding music and it makes me very excited. i really thought i had given up on playing music and i wouldn't ever be doing something outside of playing music in warehouses and garages with people who would eventually get over what we were working on. i am really glad to get back into playing. i got asked to do a full us tour playing drums with a friends' band next year, i dunno if i'll be able to hack it but the fact i was asked alone makes me really excited on playing music. i am also starting to play with people who i've looked up to in the music realm over the years, so this makes me really happy. i am trying to push myself as hard as possible to work on my playing, i am really looking forward to see what the future has in store, i'd love to be on the road playing and making new friends and visiting new places and their communities. regardless of what happens in the future i am just excited to be back playing and having a good time doing it. life is truly what you make of it and what you put into it. i am really happy things are looking up and i have something to look forward to again everyday. music is life. up da punx. xo david

ps - 9/11 never forget andi's birthday!