Nov 30, 2007 00:55
the subject says it all. life is fucking insane right now. i have been working for an online adult marketing company (aka i build porn sites and do marketing for porn companies) for about a month now. i get paid a lot of money. i drive an hour away for work. i look at porn all day. i am moving to the valley with terry, colin and catie. we are looking at a place on my lunch break tomorrow and then another at 3pm on saturday. i am pumped, shit is moving so fast. i got asked to roadie for glass and ashes for 2 months in europe in april and may, of course i said fuck yes. i don't care what it takes i am gonna fucking go. i am making a shit load of money that i will be able to pull it off. it may mean losing my job (even though my art director says i'll most likely have my job when i get back cause i kick ass at my job) but fuck it, this is a dream of mine and i am 19 (soon to be 20) and that is way too young to let work prevent me from something this awesome. so fuck yeah, shit's insane and good. kind of scary and hard at times but fuck that's life. woo. xo david