positive self-realization
i had a really good weekend. made me realize how much of an importance my friends and my relationships with them are. i feel like i was letting myself become really blind of that and not allowing myself to have enough patience and really be there for some friends. i also feel that i let myself deal with some situations in a really negative manner and that in return puts me in a negative mood and causes me to be angry and unlike myself. being someone who grew up with a lot of anger issues i has learned how to deal with them and not let them fall off on those close to me and recently i feel as if i haven't been doing the best job with this. yet i have come to realize this and i am working with it and i have already notice when dealing with situations in a calm, relaxed and positive manner it not only makes the situations go over smoother but i am a lot happier with things. in life what everything really boils down to is happiness and being able to enjoy yourself. the end