stuck

Dec 02, 2003 21:15

I am still at my mom's. It has been almost 2 weeks that I have been here. I am loving the time with my daughter but my tiny mailbox is filling up quickly.

I slept wrong several days back and it still hurts. It feels like if my neck would pop in a certain place that everything would be fine. But it won't pop. It is making my tummy ill - the pain from it.

So, mom hurt her back over the weekend which is why I am still here. Every year she puts up her x-mas three right after Thanksgiving. She slipped while getting ut down from a rather high shelf in the storage room and pulled some of the muscles in her back. She's on bed rest, a muscle relaxer I have never heard of, and Darvocet. Now, I could use some Darvocet!!

Mom's dog loves me. She keeps following me everywhere. Amazingly enough, she doesn't really bother me. Typically I can't handle a dog that will follow you everywhere and constantly sit either on your lap or right next to you, but Baby doesn't irritate me. I suppose it is because she is such a well behaved and gentle dog.

Speaking of Baby (the dog), I am sitting here and suddenly I hear a crunching/eating noise coming from behind me. I turn to find her eating a potato. You know, Idaho potatoes. I have no idea how she got the thing, and I checked to see if she had food in her bowl. *looks around* She is a strange dog. I guess she really wanted a potato!!

There have been some things on my mind. Debating the pros and cons of some options. They weigh heavy on me at the moment and are mildly distracting. I do and don't want to talk about them. Maybe later.

Anyways, I am feeling the need to drag my pen across paper instead of my fingers across keys. Or maybe I feel the need to lie on my back and breathe deeply while watching the movie that plays on the backs of my eyelids.

Oh...I didn't call Bobby. I did get an email from him though. He said that he had wanted to see me and figured that since I couldn't "get any" from him at the moment that I must have felt that there was no reason to see him. I came off of the pill a few weeks ago. The one they put me on was seriously whacking my system out. *shrugs* I can take the tri-level pills but not the single dosage. My head had begun to hurt badly and I had began to show symptoms that my mom caught on to but I hadn't really noticed. The dosage was wrong. I will ge to my other doctor and get him to prescribe something. I told him that it wasn't that...It was the fact that the holiday was busy. He had also sent me an email later asking if I was okay. Saying that he was concerned. I clued him in...He does care in his own self-absorbed way. If he didn't care at all, I never would have loved him.

Anyways...The dog is pawing at me wanting me to go to bed. I think I agree with her. My head is aching from my allergies. Just call me Ms Sneeze Machine!!

Be well all...The road to Bham will be warmed by my tires tomorrow.
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