bury deep as you can dig inside yourself, and . . .

Jan 24, 2005 20:08

. . .covered with a perfect shell . dashboard confessional

so i havent updated.

to those who insulted me in their comments :
i dont give a shit, insult me all you want if it makes you feel better. i dont feel any worse / or different.
oh yes, and to nathan :
what? you made absolutely no sense.
little fucking emo shit.
why do i waste my time?

everything is so fucked up . im so used to it , however, it's very interesting when you lose someone. not like, someone died, just haveing them. . .not there. i think i lost the one person who was my true friend, as trust me, it sucks. i feel so . . .alone.
i dont quite know how to put it . but it's the hardest thing i've ever had to do. and it's so she can be happy , however, it makes me feel like someone broke everything in my body. its not very fun. i've gotten in mulitple fights with her over the past few days.
here's what i have to say to everyone who reads this:
leave her alone. she can't fix your fucking life. stop trying to make her.

i cant think of what else to write,
wait! i thought of something . i just realized that i can't play / write guitar music for my life. i suck. and i can't sing, either. so basically, i am untalented.

don't leave some comment about how gay i am.
actually, i dont really care.

peace, love, empathy
-reeses
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