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So this has been the strangest week I've had in a long time. Actually, it started last week. Monday night..soccer practice at point mallard...and my brother, Jackson calls me in the middle of it. Now, if you know my brother..you know hes retarded, (not literally) but he tries really hard to be stupid..but when he answered teh phone..i could just tell somethingw as wrong, and he asked to talk to my dad..so i gave dad the ph one and went back to practice and I saw my dad walk over on the side of the field and just started shaking his head...I didnt know what to think, alot was going through my head. But then after practice, dad said he needed to tell me something..and then informed me that my Grandfather had just passed away. Its still hard to accept, so I'm not going to get into it..but yeah, it was a really hard thing to handle, Brian came over that night and just hugged me and tried to get my mind off of it, and it worked for a while..until he had to leave, then it all came back to me again...
I had been pretty excited this year b/c I actually thought I was going to be able to go to Austins homecoming..and yes, i was excited b/c Austin, unlike Decatur, really gets into homecoming..i mean dresses up and does the whole crossage thing and yeah..now that I ahve a b/f who goes to Austin, i was pretty excited. Unfortunatly, that excitement was cut short when I found out that Brian was going to the beach Friday night and so homecoming for us, wasnt' going to happen. Sure, we went to Decaturs...but it was nothing special, just like any other game. It was kinda dissapointing..and ill admit, i got my hopes up. but hey, it happens.
So Friday night, Brian left for the beach...that was rough, I hate it when he goes out of town. He promised to call me every night..but of course that didnt happen, which is understandable..he is at the beach after all, i don't blame him. It really got to me though..okay, Monday I had surgery if you didnt already know that, and got my wisdom teeth out, and y es, im still suffering pretty bad, but we'll get to that in a minute. So...I talked to brian Friday..and I talked to him Saturday morning...and then i called him about 3248293753 times after that..and he never answered. He says he had no service in his hotel room, but yet Brandon, his brother did b/c i talked to him. Now, im not saying I dont believe Brian b/c i do..he wouldnt' lie to me, but it was pretty upsetting...Monday, I had surgery..the first, and ONLY thing I said afterwards, according to my dad, was "where is brian" and then I fell back to sleep and didnt wake up for a relaly long time. You would think he would call right? to check on me..to make sure im still alive maybe? but he didnt... he didnt even call Tuesday, I was online that night, well, i had my away message up but he was online and yeah..that was pretty upsetting. and then Brandon, made up this total bs story about Brian, just to make me upset i guess, and it worked. It was all pretty dramatic, but its over now. And i really dont remmeber much of it, b/c ive been soooooooo oh so incredibly drugged up, and still am. Now that I think about it, its stuipd. I mean...its prob. a good thing I didnt talk to brian Monday b/c theres no telling what I would have said to him, and ontop of that I wouldn't have remembered it..so, I guess God was looking out for him when he didnt have service?
Man....so much has been going on these past 2 weeks, its pretty insane. I can't walk..its pretty funny. I sorta can..but I get pretty light headed when I do. I still look like a deadgum chipmunk..its sad, but yet funny...very, very funny. I'm sick and tired of eating pudding. sick..and tired...ugh. I want to get the pictures developed that me and brian took tongiht..they should be intresting. me and my puffy cheeks :) yeah, you know you like it.
I think, im gonna go ahead and stop talking b/c I prob. wont remember I wrote this anyway..so, I hope you guys enjoy it...sweet dreams
I had been pretty excited this year b/c I actually thought I was going to be able to go to Austins homecoming..and yes, i was excited b/c Austin, unlike Decatur, really gets into homecoming..i mean dresses up and does the whole crossage thing and yeah..now that I ahve a b/f who goes to Austin, i was pretty excited. Unfortunatly, that excitement was cut short when I found out that Brian was going to the beach Friday night and so homecoming for us, wasnt' going to happen. Sure, we went to Decaturs...but it was nothing special, just like any other game. It was kinda dissapointing..and ill admit, i got my hopes up. but hey, it happens.
So Friday night, Brian left for the beach...that was rough, I hate it when he goes out of town. He promised to call me every night..but of course that didnt happen, which is understandable..he is at the beach after all, i don't blame him. It really got to me though..okay, Monday I had surgery if you didnt already know that, and got my wisdom teeth out, and y es, im still suffering pretty bad, but we'll get to that in a minute. So...I talked to brian Friday..and I talked to him Saturday morning...and then i called him about 3248293753 times after that..and he never answered. He says he had no service in his hotel room, but yet Brandon, his brother did b/c i talked to him. Now, im not saying I dont believe Brian b/c i do..he wouldnt' lie to me, but it was pretty upsetting...Monday, I had surgery..the first, and ONLY thing I said afterwards, according to my dad, was "where is brian" and then I fell back to sleep and didnt wake up for a relaly long time. You would think he would call right? to check on me..to make sure im still alive maybe? but he didnt... he didnt even call Tuesday, I was online that night, well, i had my away message up but he was online and yeah..that was pretty upsetting. and then Brandon, made up this total bs story about Brian, just to make me upset i guess, and it worked. It was all pretty dramatic, but its over now. And i really dont remmeber much of it, b/c ive been soooooooo oh so incredibly drugged up, and still am. Now that I think about it, its stuipd. I mean...its prob. a good thing I didnt talk to brian Monday b/c theres no telling what I would have said to him, and ontop of that I wouldn't have remembered it..so, I guess God was looking out for him when he didnt have service?
Man....so much has been going on these past 2 weeks, its pretty insane. I can't walk..its pretty funny. I sorta can..but I get pretty light headed when I do. I still look like a deadgum chipmunk..its sad, but yet funny...very, very funny. I'm sick and tired of eating pudding. sick..and tired...ugh. I want to get the pictures developed that me and brian took tongiht..they should be intresting. me and my puffy cheeks :) yeah, you know you like it.
I think, im gonna go ahead and stop talking b/c I prob. wont remember I wrote this anyway..so, I hope you guys enjoy it...sweet dreams