why do I feel like this?
Have any of you ever had a moment where you're just at a loss for words? You feel depressed, or just have no feeling at all? There's so much you could say and you just can't begin...? I'm not sure what brought this about, but I'm feeling all of these things right now... I don't like it. It started with someone asking me a simple question and
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Slow down and think about everything. Think about how this life right now is so small in comparison to eternity. That might sound gay, but really, think about it. Then when you do that, I want you to realize that your uncertainty and doubt about everything (brian, yourself) is the Devil trying to bring you down. Once you start questioning things, he eventually gets you to where you question if God is really there. Don't believe him or his lies. Stand strong, know that you are AMAZING and that God is right there. Know that Brian loves you and (don't take this the wrong way) if it doesn't work out with him, God has your prince charming out there. You don't have to worry about any of it. Not even your mom. Just pray for her and let her know that you still love her and things will definately work out. I feel like that all the time, like I have no idea what's going on and like I could never be more depressed, but I just sit back and think about all the blessings I have in my life and it really helps. Remember that your steps are guided and that nothing happens in your life that God is not in complete control of. That should make you feel a million times better!!
I'm definately here for you anytime you need me, because i've gone through a lot of what you're going through and more. If you need advice or just someone to vent to i'll be here to listen haha! I didn't always have someone like that so I just want you to know that you do. I felt God all through me when I told you that, so please take it to heart.
Love you always,
Rachael
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