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cant sleep. at all
today i realized something. for once i think i came to the realization of how hurt i would be if i were to loose what i have now. Sean. i mean, i know i love him so much i knew that wayyyy long ago. i just think that today i realized how much power he has over me. not in the crazy psychotic controlling man type of way. but the power to completely shatter my heart into a million pieces by walking out of my life. i wouldnt be myself if he wasnt with me. hes my other half (cant always say *better* LOL jk) now before anyone thinks anything happened between us. YOUR WAY WRONG!!! were perfect as always. :) i just got to thinking these things today. i dont know where im going with this. lol. or why when i dont update in forever its about something like this. but its just my thoughts tonite. anyways im done typing in this pointless thing.
<33Forever
Lauren
today i realized something. for once i think i came to the realization of how hurt i would be if i were to loose what i have now. Sean. i mean, i know i love him so much i knew that wayyyy long ago. i just think that today i realized how much power he has over me. not in the crazy psychotic controlling man type of way. but the power to completely shatter my heart into a million pieces by walking out of my life. i wouldnt be myself if he wasnt with me. hes my other half (cant always say *better* LOL jk) now before anyone thinks anything happened between us. YOUR WAY WRONG!!! were perfect as always. :) i just got to thinking these things today. i dont know where im going with this. lol. or why when i dont update in forever its about something like this. but its just my thoughts tonite. anyways im done typing in this pointless thing.
<33Forever
Lauren