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I wish I could go on and on about how great my weekend/week has been but that would just be lying.
My sleeping habits have changed so much from this summer. I stayed up late and woke up late. Now I go to sleep early and wake up extremely early. I don't feel like a kid anymore.
Right now I'm not really sure of anything anymore. Lately it's like I don't seem to know anything. Makes me feel really stupid after a while, you know? I keep forgetting things and I don't know what my plans are or even who my real friends are. Not to forget it's like I haven't been myself lately at all. I'm a very lose happy person but I've been pretty uptight and depressed again. It's not because of the people I hang out with, I know that for sure, I think it's because I feel so strongly about something that it's just mixing up my priorities. I need a little bit of "me" time. I don't get that much anymore. Why bother with people if they wont appreciate it. I want to see a little bit of r-e-s-p-e-c-t from people now days. I'm always there to listen to people's problems but is anyone there to really listen to mine? Instead of teaching us crap like solving equations and what a valence electron is, why not teach us something usefull like how to care or listen. Just a little bit of common-sense type of stuff.
I doubt my psychic abilities now, too. So much for that crap.
Went to see Taxi last night after all. Pretty good.
Swim practice was lame. Swim meet on Monday. The coach said this meet will probably just be a fun one. He's just going to mix around a lot of things and maybe let us pick what we want to do. That might be cool, I guess.
My parents went out today to buy a new lawn mower. It's my dad's birthday present. He seems pretty syked about it. I am, too. I cant wait to mow the lawn with that sucker.
I'm off to go check up on some people and see how they're doing. Adios.
My sleeping habits have changed so much from this summer. I stayed up late and woke up late. Now I go to sleep early and wake up extremely early. I don't feel like a kid anymore.
Right now I'm not really sure of anything anymore. Lately it's like I don't seem to know anything. Makes me feel really stupid after a while, you know? I keep forgetting things and I don't know what my plans are or even who my real friends are. Not to forget it's like I haven't been myself lately at all. I'm a very lose happy person but I've been pretty uptight and depressed again. It's not because of the people I hang out with, I know that for sure, I think it's because I feel so strongly about something that it's just mixing up my priorities. I need a little bit of "me" time. I don't get that much anymore. Why bother with people if they wont appreciate it. I want to see a little bit of r-e-s-p-e-c-t from people now days. I'm always there to listen to people's problems but is anyone there to really listen to mine? Instead of teaching us crap like solving equations and what a valence electron is, why not teach us something usefull like how to care or listen. Just a little bit of common-sense type of stuff.
I doubt my psychic abilities now, too. So much for that crap.
Went to see Taxi last night after all. Pretty good.
Swim practice was lame. Swim meet on Monday. The coach said this meet will probably just be a fun one. He's just going to mix around a lot of things and maybe let us pick what we want to do. That might be cool, I guess.
My parents went out today to buy a new lawn mower. It's my dad's birthday present. He seems pretty syked about it. I am, too. I cant wait to mow the lawn with that sucker.
I'm off to go check up on some people and see how they're doing. Adios.