Dec 21, 2004 11:29
well apparently i am a horrible horrible person who makes people cry, and honestly i dont care. people have hurt me so many times so maybe thats just what i am used to, and thats how I am now.
the post i made yesterday apparently upset someone. im sorry it upset that person, but i mean thats MY opinion, its MY journal, so i can post whatever i am thinking. i didnt mention any names, so if you dont know the story, then you dont know who i am talking about.
so heres the story, ok me, karen and katie all had plans to go to the mall and to go eat at al's whenever karen got back from the heritage panel party. whenever she got home we were gonna go get her and leave....which is what we did. well karen had company that knew about the plans but they were still there whenever we got there, so we were gonna wait until they left to leave, but it was already like 8:15, so we decided that if we were gonna go to the mall, that we were running out of time. so karen goes and tells everyone we're about to leave, and everyone gets mad.... and i know its all gonna be put on me.
the whole damn reason we were doing anything is because me and karen havent done anything all christmas break. i mean shit, karen and i have known eachother since we were fuckin 3 years old, and we've been best friends since 6th grade. its like i cant go off and do stuff with my best friend.. its really fucked up. i mean i have been blown off plenty of times so she wont hurt other peoples feelings....mine always end up gettin hurt, and sometimes i cry but im not gonna run to peoples parents and tell them about it.
and i dont care who went with who to get pierced, thats fuckin stupid. i just had my opinion about what was pierced, sorry i dont like that, but people dont always like the same things. people tell me all the time they dont like how pierced noses look, but i dont get upset, i just say, ok. everyone is entitiled to their own opinion.
also i dont care if my friends have other "acquaintances" as some would say. but just because my friends are friends with someone else, doesnt mean i have to be. and also, i dont tend to get along with girls that well anyways. i dont like the loud giggling, the screaming, the squeaky voices, and plus, girls are just bitches.
my last thought:
if you cant handle someone not liking you or someone hurting youre feelings then you just need to go to counseling because that shit is going to happen every single day of your life. not everyone likes the same people or the same things. and people can be mean sometimes.. but just remember its not all about you all the time. there are other people in this world too.