Climbing w/ Molly

Aug 26, 2005 01:41

I went rock climbing at planet rock with Molly today. We got there, I had to go through that "course" which is like this is how to belay, which I've done before and therefore took 2 seconds for me to learn. So me and molly went climbing, and I realized just how terribly out of shape I was. I had tremendous difficulty on the first one and ended up just giving up, and even though I did eventually make it to the top of the second, I managed to pull a muscle in my left shoulder, and overexhaust myself. When I got back down, I vomited, and felt horribly ashamed. How the heck could I let myselft get this out of shape?? It's aweful. It was exactly what happened on the first day of hiking in AK last year. I do nothing all summer then push myself and realized I fucked myself. I had goals for this summer, and I think I achieved the opposite. As in I wanted to get in shape, and I think I'm in worse shape, and I wanted to learn stuff, and I know less about it now then I did at the end of school. I feel like a complete failure right now, and tommarow (well today) I have a doctor's appt to find out what's going on w/ my knees.

I'm stressed. :: gets drunk ::
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