god, I've never cried more in my life

[_jukeboxhero_]

trying to stop feeling sorry for myself and trying to get on with my life.

"I feel like I had no reason to feel this way simply because I had nothing, but... I feel like I lost everything and that doesn't make sense.

school is in 8 days.
8 DAYS.

I'm slowly feeling like I'm accepting the change.
Summer went by too fast. WAY TOO FAST.
And I feel lost.
And I feel sad.
And I feel hurt.
And I'm anxious.
And I'm scared.
And I'm excited.

ramble on.