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well i guess things are sorta starting to get better... i guess hayley is sorta right...i'll be here longer than i wanted so i guess i better make the most of it. i'm trying really hard to get along with my parents...haha well theres a show coming up and stuff...but i guess i don't feel as shitty as i do when i'm constantly arguing with them over every god damn thing. my mom's getting me a referrel for a doctor from my dad's work or something. thats the biggest change i want to make. i think if i start seeing a doctor most of my problems will start to get better. i'm scared though, since i just can't open up and talk about everything. it'll be weird having someone to talk to that will hopefully actually help me instead of telling me things will get better or what i do is stupid and shit. but whatever.
um damn. i have like no money left and theres so much shit i need to buy this month. uh oh. hair appt on the 18th. thats gonna eat my money like a main course. fuck. errmm i get paid on wednesday so thats good and phil said they're gonna talk about giving us a raise. ITS ABOUT FUCKING TIME JERKS! i've been there for quite a while minus the uh...minor breaks once in a while... i deserve that fricking raise. better be more than 5 cents... um i found a evaluation from the regional manager this morning. it was for sept 18th, sat, b/t 9 - 9:15 am...which is my shift...everything about the employee was good, cept i wasn't wearing my nametag that day... i bet it was that oneeeeee day i forgot to bring it with me. anywho. fuck him. um also he put that the stores appearance was a 75. EXCUSE ME FUCKER! its 15 minutes into opening and do you actually think that there is a mess in there? um NO! blind bat. whatever. we had a 500 dollar breakfast today...hmmm...and who did both inside cash and drive through.....hnmmmmmmm....meeee. finally they realized that um yeah we do need a 2nd cashier on saturday mornings. no fucking shit.
i guess my test on wednesday went alright. some of the stupid questions were...well..stupid and i had no clue. whatever. i think i did fairlllly good.
fuck! i don't get why you're acting like this. fuck you.
um damn. i have like no money left and theres so much shit i need to buy this month. uh oh. hair appt on the 18th. thats gonna eat my money like a main course. fuck. errmm i get paid on wednesday so thats good and phil said they're gonna talk about giving us a raise. ITS ABOUT FUCKING TIME JERKS! i've been there for quite a while minus the uh...minor breaks once in a while... i deserve that fricking raise. better be more than 5 cents... um i found a evaluation from the regional manager this morning. it was for sept 18th, sat, b/t 9 - 9:15 am...which is my shift...everything about the employee was good, cept i wasn't wearing my nametag that day... i bet it was that oneeeeee day i forgot to bring it with me. anywho. fuck him. um also he put that the stores appearance was a 75. EXCUSE ME FUCKER! its 15 minutes into opening and do you actually think that there is a mess in there? um NO! blind bat. whatever. we had a 500 dollar breakfast today...hmmm...and who did both inside cash and drive through.....hnmmmmmmm....meeee. finally they realized that um yeah we do need a 2nd cashier on saturday mornings. no fucking shit.
i guess my test on wednesday went alright. some of the stupid questions were...well..stupid and i had no clue. whatever. i think i did fairlllly good.
fuck! i don't get why you're acting like this. fuck you.