Apr 14, 2005 16:44
alright so. school today sucked. i hurled during fourth cuz i was so stressed out. my words were completely twisted and one of my best friends looked at me like i was the ugliest things she's ever seen. THAT my friends...is a horrible feeling. Whatever was said.. it didnt happen. And whatever i told you, if i did anything.. is the truth. i figure.. if i say it once, ive said it enough. I told you whats true and if you decide to believe me then.. fine. but anyone else who even has a remote clue about what im talking about..dont think you can spread shit and get away with it.
well this is public. i got over joey ( well, for the most part). if you even knew me from aquaintance you know that this has killed me for the past eh.. five months. it also put a huge damper on a ..what could have been..amazing relationship with trevor. that totally sucks ass, ill tell you that much. so congrats to me. i think my tear ducts would LOVE to punish me for all the work theyve done in the past almost half a year. holy shit its been that long.. wow.
but i do NOT like to be criticized for something i did because i had every right to. and because im finally doing what needed to be done a long ass time ago.. and im allowed to get action when im single. ive been single for a while. so dont reprimand me. i love(d) joey. everyone knows that. but he doesnt love me anymore. thats the plain truth. so why should i just lay here and keep praying that he might just change his mind? thats just.. bad on my part. so let me live and let me have fun and let me finally get him out of my head...it was killin me but now its finally done.
and what i do in my personal life is none of ur damn business unless i tell you. and if i choose to tell you.. then dont fucking twist my words.
thank you.