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Its been almost two months since me and david broke up and I'm slowly getting over it...I miss him so much sometimes but I've come to realize that we will probably never be back together no matter how much I want it to happen and no matter how much I try...his family despises me and they don't even want him talking to me so I'm lucky he does....I fucked him over so bad I'm suprised he looks at me.....but I'm steadly moving on..an old "flame" if you would like to say, has come back into my life and is giving me butterflies all over again...I was skeptical to start anything again because things didn't go so smooth the first time around..but I can't help but smile everytime I see him...even with a million people in the room he's the only one I notice....he is so far away right now and it sucks....I miss him lots...and its lame cuz I won't be able to see him for a couple more weeks....we aren going to rush anything which is good...its always good to take it slow........living with diana and lauren is awesome...except when diana goes to turn up the tv and the channel changes then I just yell a lot ahahaha...we all have our roles...diana is like the mom always cleaning...I'm the one that cooks yummy food...and well lauren just eats her non meat hahah...we recently got two ps2s and guitar for free because I'm awesome and have the best charm to get what I want...so that's all we do all night is play that game....its addicting!...anyway..I'm done rambling...and I need a fucking raise!